Sindy's Blog - August 14, 2003 6t5s2y
Dec 27, 2006I don't even know where to begin. I don't think I've ever felt best friend, was feeling on top of the world and then this happens! OMG!
We didn't get home until late last night but I thought, I haven't seen Dylan in weeks, and I'm sure he'll still be awake so I'll just drop by his place for a quick hello. His parents aren't as my 'rents are, anyway. So, I head on over, knock on the door and do you know who answers? Sara.
Now, for the record, Sara showed up at our school last semester, all alone with feeling lonely while I was gone so he started hangin' with Sara a lot and things "just happened".
Dylan explains this to me in the first five seconds that I'm standing there. I couldn't take bein' near either of them so I did what any huge loser I am.
I still don't really know why I am so upset. It's not like we were some long-term, my friends! What was he thinking? What was I ever thinking by liking him?
I'm going to dig into a big tub of ice cream now and listen to some ballads, but it seems like it's time for some good wallowing music. And I'm definitely in the mood for wallowing.
Peace Out,
